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[24 Feb 2005|06:34pm] NEW LIVEJOURNAL CAUSE I HATE THIS ONEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!! haha..too many ppl know it so i tihnk my new one might be friends onlyy   alll__ovr_you alll__ovr_you alll__ovr_you alll__ovr_you alll__ovr_you alll__ovr_you alll__ovr_you 4

[24 Feb 2005|06:34pm] NEW LIVEJOURNAL CAUSE I HATE THIS ONEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!! haha..too many ppl know it so i tihnk my new one might be friends onlyy 1

[24 Feb 2005|03:50pm] [ mood | chipper ] i l0ve these toooooo 11

[23 Feb 2005|09:08pm] [ mood | high ] okay i have this best friend right and i would give the world for her! but latly shes been hanging around this girl, which we shall call her bob, so i hate bob and bob hates me. So my Bff decides to hang with her. So then at lunch she comes up to me and says Anna, bob says that u guys used to be friends but now all you care about is guys! i was like WTF! and my bff didnt even stand up for me. Like shes acting like shes on bobs side. And it realy sucks cause i've stuck up for her 10000000 times and like she doesnt even say anything to bob. Now i dont know what i should do? should i not be friends with either of them and see how things go? but like shes my best friend...its hard just to give up a best friend...or should i just act as if it doenst bother me??? PLEASE COMMENT PLEASE!!! 15

[22 Feb 2005|07:47pm] [ mood | chipper ] [ music | dont go breaking my heart- Jesse ] ok...i had the best 4 day weekend EVER! with anya! if u want to know everything that happened then read belowwww ( you only need one friend to last u a life time! ) 27

[17 Feb 2005|09:36pm]   ( You know ill be there ) 73

[17 Feb 2005|06:20pm] [ mood | cold ] [ music | every song i devoted to him ] here are a few songs i made up last night...tell me what you think of them... it took me a few minutes to write them so there no ashlee simpson but i hope you like them...CoMmEnT _____________________________________ Throwing up at night may not help me but it makes me look like what he wants me to be Not eating may be bad and it may make me sad but it makes me look like a star and it takes me far Im glad you care so much but all i care about is his touch if he wants a georgous girl then ill take the chance while i hurl I may get dizzy at night but in the end my body is tight Im sorry if this hurts you but it is something i have to do I just want to be thin in the end I hope youll still be my friend Why do you get mad? It just makes things worse so why do you curse I know you dont want me to get hurt but ill stop as soon as i can fit into my shirt Its easy for you to say becasue you look georgous every single day _________________________________________________ You and Me When its just you and me i know ecacly what i want to be i want to be yours forever You and me always together So many want to be with you so i know my dream will never come true You are so amazing everytime i see you i start dazing tears come down my cheek and i can harly speak i run away with fear i wish you could only hear We used to be best friends but then you followed all the altest trends You dont even talk to me anymore i guess ur eighth grader friends think im a hore you broke my heart when things started to fall apart Even if you walk right by and act liek your head is in the sky i know you know how i feel inside so please dont try to run adn hide   28

[17 Feb 2005|03:57pm] he m/o with another girl...ok...fine...im gonna go and hopfully hang with kiersten and were gonna jacozii...but today was surprisingly soo much fun...even though my knee killed from popping it out! i love anya!! haha! anya what is that a picture of!? haha! funnnni times 10 6

[16 Feb 2005|08:47pm] how skinny is too skinny...i need to know! ~~~please please please comment~~~ 14

[16 Feb 2005|07:53pm] [ mood | confused ] [ music | all the songs i have written ] for this whole night i am just going to be outside in my jacoziii stareing at the stars thinking of all the friends that betrayed me and all the friends that i love..thinking of andrew...and even Matt and his raps..haha..(( I DEFINATLY DO NOT LIKE MATT!!)) so i guess ill see u bright and early tomarrrrow CoMmEnT 3

[15 Feb 2005|04:30pm] [ mood | crazy ] [ music | im not okay (i promise)- my chemical romance ] yes  he doenst like me...not surprised... but w/e i wish he would comment that would be funny.. .i guess me and keirsten sorta worked things out..and i guess things are ok between us... Alex moore just is an ass hole... two of my friends are mad at me cause i sit with the eighth graders on the bus ..and so w/e...and im really tired. .but i need to hook up with someone fast..cause its getting saddddd Any takers???? leave ur name haha   but i love life..and im soo over cutting/all that shit..i love living my life..and im glad im living it the way i am welcome to my life!! 40

[14 Feb 2005|06:13pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | sweetest sin- jessica simpson ] live may not be sweet..but its getting there 28

[13 Feb 2005|08:44am] [ mood | cold ] someone posted this in my livejournal--- </p>Don't take this the wrong way, but you are like pathetic and emo. You are obssesive. You update every 3 seconds about some boy that you wont tell anyone. You say, "Omfg I love him so much. But don't fucking ask me who it is. Cuz I'm not going to tell you." Oh yeah, you're cool now. And you always say, "I'm so ugly." But you're really pretty and really cool. I'm sorry I'm just saying my opinion. -From a friend who cares.- </p> im pathetic i know....im not emo..and if you think i am then dont look at my livejournal no one is making you..i dont update every 3 seconds..but fine w/e...things like this hurt so much only because of 3 words....from a friend...now i no i have one friend who thinks this of me...and doesnt confront me and tell me in person...im so sick of my suppostably "friendS" my best friend is in new york and i miss her so much..and my other best friend kim...well shes here and im glad...but besides those too friends..im sick of the rest of them..they all talk shit behind my back..and they all say crap about there other friends to me..and im so sick of listening to it...i hate alll these bitchy middle school girls~!! on a better note sheerly comes home in 5 days 26

[12 Feb 2005|07:54pm] [ mood | unwanted ] i love him soo much but he will never notice me! i hate valentimes day!!!!!!!!!! i wish i was his valentime!! 33

[12 Feb 2005|04:07pm] talk...bitch...fight...yell.....its all the same just shut the fuck up! im ready to live..im living accsually..so il do w/e i want with hoo ever i want get over it 12

[11 Feb 2005|03:55pm] tell me what you think of me good or bad....and write ur name...and remember i dont care what u say i wanna know the truth cause i want to make myself better....so tell the truth and say ur name 22

[10 Feb 2005|04:22pm] [ mood | creative ] i love him soo much..heehee..chad called me a slut again...jordan almost broke my camera.. my friend doesnt think i like the guy i like...she thinks i jsut want a bf...well i dont...i wrote 13 new songs in the past 3 days just about "him".. heehee...im such a loser       ( ....take my breath away.... ) 13

[08 Feb 2005|04:58pm] [ mood | envious ] [ music | somebody told me- the killers ] i really like this one guy but i dont think he would ever like me..cause im too fugly! i hate myself! I wish i wasnt ugly! I really want him to ask me outt! his name is.........NOT TELLING! i wish that i had a valintime! i have such a bad head ache its not even funny..i cant think straight and i feel like im gonna puk! something happened with a friend that sucks soo much im hystericly crying for her..someone told me that i can make myself happy if i want but its not that easy...I cant control what other people do and i cant control if that hurts me...and i hate how keirsten doesnt care that alex moore is such an ass hole and such a jerk adn she still loves him it really sucks...i cant talk my head hurts too much...i love ............sooooo much!!!!! 33

[07 Feb 2005|05:38pm] [ mood | high ] ~~ThIs Is NoT aBoUt AnYoNe~~ i wrote this song and it took me liek 2 second so it SUCKS!!! but please comment and write what you think about me good or badd   ( wishen and dreaming ) 43

[06 Feb 2005|07:08pm] [ mood | cold ] [ music | just let me cry ] im over chad!!! Im soo happy!!! I love someone new...someone soo much nicer...but im not telling anyone! my lips are sealed cause when ever i tell someone it always blows up in my facee...o ya i got called a slut today by an "anomonous person" listen if u think im a slut then ok im glad u think that but i suggest u look wat a slut is in the dictionary cause sweet hearts im not one... but anyone im so glad im over chad cause now i can do w.e i want with who ever i want....im not telling anyone who i like! SO DONT ASK ME!!! o ya im soo glad i lost 4 pounds!!! yayy!!!!! my diet is working!!!!!!i love.............soo much!!!! and if one person says anna ur not fat i no its not true so just dont waste ur breath... I through away my phone i thought that you should no....im ready to give my life up for just to be like everyone else...just to look like everyone else...just to not look like me...ugly   ( just let me cry ) 24

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